It just really sucks, you know? Being somewhere you used to go to every single day, being with the people you used to spend every single day with, and knowing that no matter how hard you try, no matter how badly you still want to fit in, things will never be the same again. You can still be there, but that doesn’t mean you still belong there.
You’ll never get to hear their stories as often as before. You’ll never get to be in the pictures when something awesome happens in the lives of your friends. You’ll never get to be around for the laughs, the challenges, the great moments. And every time they tell you about it, this sentence will always be said: “It’s too bad you weren’t there.”
You have to accept that life goes on. You have to move on. You have to learn to move all on your own now, and you have to accept that you have to go through this alone, even if it kills you. No matter how much you know you’ll miss them.
Ram, you just don’t belong there anymore.